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 I met on a dating app in October 2019. Let's call him a DJ. So DJ and I stole each other and didn't exchange numbers until we met. We did it the old-fashioned way, so we immediately turned on each other. Immediately I felt a spark, and when I met him at the mall, I held hands  and  fell in love! On the first day he kissed my forehead and attracted me even more to him. We had a 3-4 month date and it was all over because of my  own stupidity and negative self-talk. I don't care if he will marry me. I'm just enjoying the  moment with him and I'm in love, but I'm pretty connected to him.

 And oh! His phone came the same day  he said that his parents told him he didn't want  to get married in a caste other than him. So I cried. I'm laughing as I write this, but believe me, it was a heavy  burden on my mind at the time. I was so  sad that I put the phone on hold for a long time, and it just called my name and I was surprised. At the Hindu festival Diwali, I couldn't even yell out because the puja was over, so I kept silent during that time. But at night, when I was lying in bed, I cried like crazy and wondered why  this happened. Later we spent some time at his place and that was the last day we met after he again tried speaking to his parents and they again said no. My heart and our relationship broke. So did his because we both wanted to marry each other with the blessings of our family.

 I joined a new workplace and he asked me to be friends with him but somehow I just couldn`t and we blocked each other on Instagram and WhatsApp. Afterward, I realized I wanted him and an on and off texting from my side continued till his birthday in June 2021. Then I finished it  and began to focus on revealing a new man with all the qualities I wanted.

 I wanted to stop being a non-vegetarian, so I started thinking of him as a vegetarian, but my friends and colleagues were the ones who  never let me go. I revealed a  circle of friends through Instagram acquaintances, they are all  vegetarians and yes they are.

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